Serenity

The 1 Hour Receiving Retreat: Very Powerful Marina… Well what can one say. Although it was only 1 hour it was enough. Every aspect of my being wanted to stop and switch you off. Why? Because it was soooo powerful and the part of me that likes to stay camouflaged and small hated it haha. When in meditation and you asked us to receive I put my arm up straight away to keep everyone back. Nope you are not coming near me. This is due to many many years of mental and physical abuse.  However I let go of the resistance and the first gift I was given was gold and then many more followed. The healing room was beautiful with all my plants, fresh fruit, giant beanbag and oak table and sun shining through. I seen the part of me that had everything I desired and she easily integrated into my heart. I also realise from this session that I have mastered the art of pushing people away and I wonder why I get lonely. Very powerful Marina and I know my body has accepted that I now love myself in its entirety. Honestly, I cannot express how hard I had to hang on and do the work for the 60 minutes. It was like running a marathon for me, nothing angelic about it hahahaha. But that’s the old me. The me that wanted to keep life hard as that’s how I interpreted receiving love. You are a beautiful woman who has an amazing smile. Much love...